Redha's Journal

      Hello. Today's journal is about... I don't know. I'm not sure whether I have a topic to talk about rather than just wanting to update my journal. Telling people, the readers, that I'm still alive and well. Doing well actually. Settled in a the new house but new problems happened 2 or 3 days before but it's okay. Fault on my part by not locking the gate. Bought a new dining table and assembled it which was fun by the way. Went to Liverpool last week. Sight seeing and all that stuff. Bought few good comic books. A few for me, a lot for my wife. Well to be fair, it was a lot. Read some of them except the Walking Dead ones. Went to Anfield stadium, which is super by the way. Ate good foods while we were there. Saw bunch of stuff and saw bunch of events happening there such as women celebrating bachelorette parties, a guy got caught by the police and got thrown into a mini-jail in the van, and some others weird stuff happened. It was good craic. Will visit Liverpoo

      Hello. Yes. I know. I've said that the last one would be our last time moving house but hear me out. If you'll read this story. You might understand why we moved house this time around. One evening, my wife told me that she doesn't feel like in the mood for cooking. So as usual, we ordered food from JustEat or Deliveroo. While waiting for the food, our downstair neighbor, a Brazilian woman or girl (for sure not a lady), she was playing music on her computer or device too loud. The music could be heard clearly through the floor. It wasn't out of the norm, she always play music loudly. Then, the delivery arrived downstairs so I had to walk downstairs and pick up the food from the delivery man. When I walked up, I heard someone's talking, saying things like "Have a great day" or something. I saw the Brazilian girl naked wearing fish net stockings on her legs and unclosed silk rob. I could see her bosoms and her lady part. The girl panicked and closed th

    It's 4 o'clock in the morning. My wife woke me up and she already have taken a bath. I'm so tired because the previous night, I slept late, tinkering with my PC. Woke up, straight to the bathroom and let me tell you, 4 am in the morning, it's outrageously cold in December in Ireland. Took a dump, had a bath and all prepared to go to Arthur's Quay to grab a bus to Dublin Airport. We arrived at Dublin Airport around 7 or 8 am. Checked in and sorted. My wife was really looking forward for us to have our long waited vacation. By 11 or noon time, we've arrived in Rome.     Rome. I've been dreaming about going to Rome, no, Italy, since I was a child playing Assassin's Creed 2 on my computer and in the December 2023, I achieved that dream. I was so excited to see the buildings, the architectures, the ambience of Italy. Not a lot of people like to go to Italy as they said that the Italians are a bit snobby and arrogant but for us, we had a craic of a time in

      I, sometimes I feel like I'm in a rut but in actuality, I'm not but I feel like it. Maybe it's the routine. Maybe it's the day in day out things. Maybe there's nothing new in my life. It's just the same old thing. No risk, no danger, just plain same everyday. I don't know. Maybe I think about this too much. I don't know. Maybe I'm just waiting everyweek for the weekends. Like everybody's waiting for the weekend but I feel like I live through the weekdays just for the weekends. I don't know what I'm babbling about. Maybe you understand me, maybe you don't. Maybe you're feeling what I'm feeling, maybe you don't. Maybe I'm lost and I need to find the feeling again. What feeling? I don't know. Just in a rut. Need to break out of this rut. That's all.

      Before this... way back in 2017 to 2018 or 2019, I made lots of video gaming videos. Let's Play we call them. Play bunch of games and record them. Then, edit them, add some style to them. Render them and post them on Youtube. My channel went through a lot of name changing from Red1917 Gaming to Mr. Soapy to now which is called SmirkGuy. After that, I started working as an intern in my previous company. So I haven't got much time to do Let's Plays anymore. Nowadays, I think I can start back my Youtube channel routine but the thing is that before this, I've been playing games for content. Some games I play for leisure or for fun. You know, just me playing games. For Youtube, I did some contents like PUBG or Subnautica (my favourite ones) or even Dota 2. Now a lot of games that I played lean more towards like Yakuza or Fallout 76 or even like Frostpunk. Which in my opinion, nobody's gonna watch that type of video games. So I stopped completely making videos. Some

     So! Yesterday (as of writing this blog), me and my wife bought a TV! Which is huge for me because before this we've just been watching stuff through a projector that I bought when we were staying at the old house (The Laurels). It's because we had a huge room and with a big blank empty white walls that we could just shoot the projector on and watched movies, Netflix and what not. Now we're staying at the small apartment where that wall is kind of facing the window and we could only turn on the projector when it's sundown. At the moment, it is long days in Ireland as they say. So we could only turn on the projector around 10pm or so. That's why we decided that it's time to buy a TV and we bought one, yesterday.     Before buying the TV, we kind of rearrange the furnitures around to make our house look bigger and it kind of did. I'm happy with the current re-arrangement. Looks big and spacious now. My wife decided to buy curtains to hang up at the place w