Redha's Journal

      Howdy. How are ye? This morning, I was bored and I opened up my old posts from 2014 to 2019. At first, I was a bit cringe at my own posts and then it kind of hits me, I was growing up at the time. I was becoming more mature. I was becoming the man I am today. The old posts show how I grew up from a young boy who knows nothing to a grown up who still knows nothing but trying his best.     Back then, I was just having fun, having minimal responsibilities except studying. Now everything in my life is hectic. Coming to work every morning, meetings, doing stuff in the fab (that's what semiconductor industries call production floor), lunch, doing more stuff or meetings, and go home to rest and prepare myself for the next day. It's been like that since we've moved to Ireland. Apart of me sometimes resent myself for moving, but a small part of me glad that we moved here, all the adventures we've had, all the experiences of moving abroad. Sometimes I look...

      For past few weeks, I've been internal monologuing to myself about my life. About what I've accomplished, about how did I get here, about everything that's been happening in my life. It's a weird one. It's not a struggle, it's just a wonder. It's a guessing game. It's a poetic gesture although I have non of poetic traits. Everything in my daily life, I've been thinking about the past. How much fun it is in the past, living close to home, having a simple life, daily struggles, night drive, cafe hunting with my wife, saving up to buy furnitures instead of targeting for the big things. The only thing for me is that I know myself, I know that I'm always looking forward for something big. For something more than what I already have at that point. It's a healthy trait to have, to always challenging yourself but it's not a satisfaction that I could get because of nothing that I want, I get. I want to buy a house. I want to see my parents f...

      Hello. I'm in the fab at the moment. Writing this blog. As I'm tired of everything with my work. Why oh why did I choose engineering as my line of work. It's a shitty job with a shitty pay. It's decent enough pay but not for these type of workloads. Going into work every morning knowing that today's not gonna be the day that we fix anything that went shit for the past couple of weeks. Come in early in the morning and leaving late every evening. Why is that? The extra work hours aren't being paid by the company. My machines are only my machines from 9 a.m. to 5.30 p.m. and other than that, I don't give a rat's ass about whose it is. It'll be my machines again the next day but I'm still following through out of the kindness of my ass.     Well, next year is not going to be any different. Same shit, different year. Happy fucking new year to me. Next year is going to be more frustrating than this for that I'm certain. It's going to be a...

    The most irritating thing that happens to me today. I burnt my tongue from fecking hot coffee. Today is a very cold day. Snowing as well. We rarely have snowy weather in Limerick as the location and the windy area of it is. Today it was snowing. Not too thick like Northern America kind of snow. Just a few frost here and there. Nothing too major. So, I made my coffee and tried to drink it and burnt my tongue. Now the top of my tongue is rough and it is very irritating.     Work Update : Still ploughing through. Still surviving from day to day. A bit bored at the moment, hence, the blog update. So far, no major update. No increment, nothing for the moment.     Well that's about it, I guess. Just trying to update a few bits. Once a week, I'll update a blog. Make it a habit. It's good for something, I guess.

      Hi folks. How's it going? I'm great. My health is okay. Having a bit of a sore throat and sore legs. I can feel my leg muscles are shaking a bit but nothing serious. I think my legs are sore due to I was crouching a lot Saturday when we were cleaning and rearranging our living room. Decided to rearrange the living room to make it feel more spacious and it did. My wife's happy. Therefore, I'm happy.     Game update - Been playing a lot of Batman Arkham Knight lately. I'm trying to 100% the game but it's going to be taking quite some time. Dived back into FIFA. Last couple of years I've been playing FIFA like crazy but this year I'm trying to play FIFA and other games as well. Just don't want to caught up only playing FIFA for the rest of my days.     Comic update - My wife being a lovely wife as she is, bought an HONOR tablet for me to read comic books. The tablet is fecking huge and quite heavy for sometime but it's good. Previousl...

      Hello. Today's journal is about... I don't know. I'm not sure whether I have a topic to talk about rather than just wanting to update my journal. Telling people, the readers, that I'm still alive and well. Doing well actually. Settled in a the new house but new problems happened 2 or 3 days before but it's okay. Fault on my part by not locking the gate. Bought a new dining table and assembled it which was fun by the way. Went to Liverpool last week. Sight seeing and all that stuff. Bought few good comic books. A few for me, a lot for my wife. Well to be fair, it was a lot. Read some of them except the Walking Dead ones. Went to Anfield stadium, which is super by the way. Ate good foods while we were there. Saw bunch of stuff and saw bunch of events happening there such as women celebrating bachelorette parties, a guy got caught by the police and got thrown into a mini-jail in the van, and some others weird stuff happened. It was good craic. Will visit Liverpoo...