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    Assalamualaikum and good day... If you noticed that this post came out early than usual, that is because I have nothing to do. So... results. Let me tell you guys date by date.

2/3/2015

    That night, my mind is boggling with questions that myself couldn't answer. The questions of, " How is my results? " or " How much A's I obtain? " or " Damn, am I getting good results or the worse? " I even call someone to brag about my feelings. It was late night like 12 o'clock I think. I walked around my room with my hands rubbing my head. I sat down on my chair near the computer desk and I leaned back and looked towards the ceiling. What I could see was nothing, only ceiling. I turned my computer on. I tried to play games but fear overcame my appetite to play games. Google Chrome button was clicked. The search box searched for Facebook. On the damn wall, numerous post about people's feelings about the results. I still couldn't sleep. I shut my monitor screen as because my computer was still downloading games. I went to my bed and I closed my eyes.

3/3/2015

    The results day. I couldn't sleep after my dawn prayer. I couldn't stay awake either. I didn't want the fear to get a hold of me. I tried to close my eyes after prayer but it just won't close. I looked at my phone. No messages. No WhatsApp messages either. Someone sent me a message. It was my friend, Iman. He wanted to come by at 8.30 a.m. It was 7.30 a.m., I jumped out of bed and took a nice short nervous bath. My mom called me from downstairs stating that my clothes all dried up. I went down to my clothes and brought them up back. Then, to ease my tension, I watched anime. I watched Aldnoah.Zero, World Trigger, Death Parade all in the that order. Iman arrived at 8.45 a.m. He also stated that he was nervous as hell. He told me that if anything happen, they're happen on Allah's will. It was 10 o'clock. I was nervous. Nowadays we can check our results by messaging the authorities to know our results. Without hesitating, I did it before getting to school. On the way in the car, I knew my results. It was okay... Not good, not bad. I arrived at school and people were waiting and some of them already knew their results as I did. I was devastated but I cannot be for too long cause I know now that Allah has further plans for me than good results. I told my sister about it and she said the same thing.

    For all of you that received bad results in their examinations, remember this! Allah has better plans for you than the good results. Don't ever face down on your life. Do your best. Never give up hope. We can obtain success not in just good results but in every direction Allah's blessed. In Sya Allah... Assalamualaikum and good day!

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