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Rut

     I, sometimes I feel like I'm in a rut but in actuality, I'm not but I feel like it. Maybe it's the routine. Maybe it's the day in day out things. Maybe there's nothing new in my life. It's just the same old thing. No risk, no danger, just plain same everyday. I don't know. Maybe I think about this too much. I don't know. Maybe I'm just waiting everyweek for the weekends. Like everybody's waiting for the weekend but I feel like I live through the weekdays just for the weekends. I don't know what I'm babbling about. Maybe you understand me, maybe you don't. Maybe you're feeling what I'm feeling, maybe you don't. Maybe I'm lost and I need to find the feeling again. What feeling? I don't know. Just in a rut. Need to break out of this rut. That's all.

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