Taste of Life

  I am losing faith in life. Everything is a lie. Everything is not what it seems. Everything is a blank space that people can write anything they want or desire. I literally losing faith in life. Nothing is true, everything is permitted. Everything is seeming just like they want it to be seen. This is not the government I'm writing about; this is not about religion. This is about people themselves. Clearly somethings comfort you, clearly somethings just make you jump. Making you tell yourself to clear your head from all the shit stuff in this god forsaken world. Stop putting nonsense in my head. Stop telling what I want to know, tell me what I need to know.

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