Redha's Journal

Hey.      My name is Red and today I'm going to tell you a story about my current life. I'm working right now. As you can see that's why I'm unable to write in this blog for a long time due to my career right now. It's been a hell of a time during work and off work. Trying to find the time to write.      When I go home, I play video games. PC games as to be precised. I sold my Switch in 2018 or 2019, can't remember. Bought the Switch solely for Zelda Breath of the Wild and Super Mario Odyssey. Okay enough diversion. From 8am to 5pm, I work in a semiconductor company called, Silterra Malaysia Sdn. Bhd. For past few months, I worked as an intern with engineer's job which was awesome to say. It was a blast learning while working but it was tiring as I have to learn my work twice as fast as a normal intern should do. I've been working on several projects that are stupidly hard and are not supposed to be given to an intern. But yeah, I have to manage somehow.

     My body is going through a tough time but my mind is stable. (for now). This post is being directed to my journey from being a student with a lot of free time and less money to an intern with less free time and more money. (much more than my student's life). Everybody asked me if that I'm okay with my job, I would say I'm great. I'm happy with my job. Yes I like what I'm doing but I hate that I have less free time. I filled my free time being extrovert by being around people. It's a shit show when I have to pretend to be something that I'm not. I like solitary. I like my loneliness sometimes. I felt recharged. But now, I'm a caffeine addict extrovert pretending man. Every Monday and Wednesday, I went on playing badminton with my colleagues and friends. Every Tuesday and Friday, I usually burnt out by my energy loss during badminton or crunching my energy during work time, thus, I went home and sleep. I like having routines, just not this one. Need

     It was September 2016. It was a breezy morning. I was reluctant to go to the registration of my bachelor's degree in university as all my hometown friends are still on their holiday. It was a shitty thing for me to say but I hate my registration university. But something else was on my mind that day as I can meet my college friends back especially Adrian Shahrin. My one true bro throughout my foundation and bachelor's degree. It's been a long time since the last time we met, and it was a blast to see him again. When I was busy register, I looked around and saw lots of new faces. Some of them were going to be my friends and some of them, I never really bothered that much.      After the registration, me and Adrian saw our old room as we had technical training at the university before. It was kind of compulsory for us foundation students to go through the technical training before entering our bachelor's degree. The room was a mess as we left for 3 months and