Redha's Journal

       Hi. This post is about counting days. There's nothing worst than counting days in our life. This indicates that we're just passing by days in our lives. It means that we've not live the current days to the fullest and we're just waiting on the specific dates that enough to make us feel alive again. Right now, I'm counting days to when my wife can start to work again. I hate seeing her bored at home, waiting for me to come back home from work everyday. I would love to see her occupied with work and go out and socialize.     I'm also counting days for us to move to a new house and start a proper living in a new home. We can decorate the place and make it feel like a home rather than feel like a place for us just to sleep and get up. Right now, it feels more like a place where we just wake up and live in a room. The kitchen is there just for cooking, the living room is there but we never use it because I always feel like the landlord wants the living room al

      "Hello there." Famous greeting by Obi Wan. Hi. How are you? This post is about 'Change'. Just like the title. Change is a huge word. Sheldon Cooper hates it. Change is the reverse of homeostasis but change is needed for us human to adapt in this no mercy, non forgiving, brutal of a world. It's just is. The most easiest yet toughest change of them all is our mindset. Now this post is beginning to sound like a motivational talk but no shit. Changing mindset is the most hardest thing to do. I'm currently in the process of changing my mindset regarding some stuff. I'm trying to change my way of thinking. Usually I'm a cautious person, I like to retain my thoughts to myself. Thus, making me quote unquote kind of introvert. My wife is outgoing. She's a people person. She would just say hi to random people on the street. I'm more towards the quiet type of person. Plug in my earphones and stroll the street.     As you guys know (if you read my bl

      Hello. What's the craic. I'm at work now. Writing this post. As the title name, this post is about Red Dead Redemption 2. It's not just about RDR2. It's about game. This post is kinda different for what I normally write which are about my past or my feelings or what I want in the future. This post is just about gaming. So let's start typing and you guys start reading.     Past few weeks ago, I played God of War 2018. I achieved 100% achievements on it and the game is amazing. I didn't say was as it still is in my deep suppressed thoughts. It is an amazing game. The combat, the orchestral music, the story. Don't get me started on the story. It's an amazing experience! After I finished God of War, I felt some emptiness of trying to find the next game that I wanted to play. Some people would call it the "Post Witcher 3 Depression" syndrome. It's where gamers are unable to find a game that is up to par with the last game he played. It'

    Past few days, me and my wife watched videos (short films) that me and my friends made when we're in college. It was cringy, funny stuff but the memories of the place. It just burst out. I remember how fun it was during those days. Those easy days. Zero responsibility, other than studying. Seeing my friends' young faces. It was funny. I'm so feckin thin back then. Drugless drug addict thin. We have these two short films named 'Wind', and 'Bentuk' (Shape).       Wind was made because we had an assignment to make a short film while speaking in English for the English Week event held in college. Wind is about a boy(me) who turn a new leaf in college from lazy, playful to a studying book reading pencil pushing bone crushing drug smuggling... No. Just a boy who turn a new leaf and studies and got good results with the help of his friends. Script was written by the 4 of us, Me, Z, Ad & Dan. It was a good craic though. We made a lot of memories though when