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Wind & Bentuk

    Past few days, me and my wife watched videos (short films) that me and my friends made when we're in college. It was cringy, funny stuff but the memories of the place. It just burst out. I remember how fun it was during those days. Those easy days. Zero responsibility, other than studying. Seeing my friends' young faces. It was funny. I'm so feckin thin back then. Drugless drug addict thin. We have these two short films named 'Wind', and 'Bentuk' (Shape). 

    Wind was made because we had an assignment to make a short film while speaking in English for the English Week event held in college. Wind is about a boy(me) who turn a new leaf in college from lazy, playful to a studying book reading pencil pushing bone crushing drug smuggling... No. Just a boy who turn a new leaf and studies and got good results with the help of his friends. Script was written by the 4 of us, Me, Z, Ad & Dan. It was a good craic though. We made a lot of memories though when we made the short film and it was during our days in college so that means that we had to work around our schedule to plan and film the video. I edited the video(of course) because I love video editing at that time. I still am though. I'll upload the short film here, just for the craic of it.

    2nd short film we made was 'Bentuk'. Direct translated as Shape. Shape is about a boy(again me) who is not into religion much. He was kind of liberal thinking kind of person where all stuff happened have to logical and a meaning behind it. His friends are trying to make him into a better person but he refuses to follow until an incident happened and one of his best friends(Ad) died of unknown cause. It was a lifelong dream of mine to do this kind of video since I watched Matluthfi90 video named 'Rokok'. The videography. The cinematography. Feckin hell. It was so good. It's a short video on Youtube. I tried to make it as emotional as possible but um... it was feckin cringy now. It was good when I was young. Now I just feel that the 'Bentuk' is cringy and funny. My acting was feckin awful. My wife was laughing last night. When my face came on the screen, she bursted out and laughed. It was funny. Besides, we made some memories when making the short film. The idea of Ad dying was my idea. Z felt like that part was funny because he never thought that Ad would agree but Ad being Ad, he said why not. It'll be fun. It was. It took me few hours to change my mood to being emotional because of Ad's death. I don't know how actors do it. It's hard man. Trust me it's feckin hard. I'll upload this video as well in the blog for entertainment purposes. I guess.

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