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     "Hello there." Famous greeting by Obi Wan. Hi. How are you? This post is about 'Change'. Just like the title. Change is a huge word. Sheldon Cooper hates it. Change is the reverse of homeostasis but change is needed for us human to adapt in this no mercy, non forgiving, brutal of a world. It's just is. The most easiest yet toughest change of them all is our mindset. Now this post is beginning to sound like a motivational talk but no shit. Changing mindset is the most hardest thing to do. I'm currently in the process of changing my mindset regarding some stuff. I'm trying to change my way of thinking. Usually I'm a cautious person, I like to retain my thoughts to myself. Thus, making me quote unquote kind of introvert. My wife is outgoing. She's a people person. She would just say hi to random people on the street. I'm more towards the quiet type of person. Plug in my earphones and stroll the street.

    As you guys know (if you read my blog), I made a huge change in my life which is living in Ireland from Malaysia. That is the most huge change of everything that I took a leap of faith with my wife. I'm starting to connect with people over here. Trying to expand my circle a little bit. This is the thing that I'm changing in my life now which is connecting with people, Malaysians or Irish, it doesn't matter. I just need to start coming out of my small bubble. Meet more people. My wife is amazing. She could just meet new people, and five minutes later, take a picture with them. I never know how she does it.

    Another thing that I need to change is for me to be more engaging and explore stuff. I've been Ireland for 4 months now and I've never been outside of Limerick except Shannon. I hate to plan stuff outside my comfort zone. I would just like my day would be relax, playing games. Just chilling. Maybe I'll plan out some stuff and would like to travel somewhere in Europe after this. If I have the money of course. I'll plan something.

    Third thing is that I'm going to change is... My blog's name. Ciao!

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