Redha's Journal

       Hi. Hello. Welcome to my journal/blog. This blog is my journal. It is not a daily journal. I won't be writing this blog so often. Only when I'm free. Sometimes I'll write this journal in between works. I'm busy. Just like a few days before this. So... update! I'm waiting to move out to a new house in Dooradoyle. The landlord said that it'll be ready in a few weeks. Praying I can move in the new house before July. If not, then it'll be 6 months delay. I've been keeping myself busy with trying to decor the house Japanese style decoration and also like a wood style decoration. I got this idea from watching a guy on Instagram. His account is Old Time Hawkey. His video is very relaxing and I like the ASMR type video that the guy make. It feels super relax and his decor is very neat and minimalist. I like that. So I'll try to decor just like that. Well that's it for today's post. Short post. Bye.

      Hi. Rihanna once quoted "Work. Work. Work." I'm not sure what is the aim for this music but let me walk you through a life of working. I've been working in the semiconductor industry for like 3 plus years now. 3+ years is a small time for a working life. So I can only tell you a perspective of working as a freshman. Some of you will say that 3+ years are not freshman anymore. Well let me tell you, it depends on how you see this. 3 years for me is still not experienced enough to talk about stuff but I'll try to write things based on my perspective. Not like some people who worked for like 10 years plus. This is a 3 plus years experience working is going to tell you shit whether it is bullshit or not, it's up to you to decide. If you agree, just nod silently, if you don't agree, try write in the comments and I can look based on your perspectives.     Now let's start. As I just wrote up there, I've been in a semicondutor industry for 3+ years no...

       Hi. This post is about counting days. There's nothing worst than counting days in our life. This indicates that we're just passing by days in our lives. It means that we've not live the current days to the fullest and we're just waiting on the specific dates that enough to make us feel alive again. Right now, I'm counting days to when my wife can start to work again. I hate seeing her bored at home, waiting for me to come back home from work everyday. I would love to see her occupied with work and go out and socialize.     I'm also counting days for us to move to a new house and start a proper living in a new home. We can decorate the place and make it feel like a home rather than feel like a place for us just to sleep and get up. Right now, it feels more like a place where we just wake up and live in a room. The kitchen is there just for cooking, the living room is there but we never use it because I always feel like the landlord wants the livi...

      "Hello there." Famous greeting by Obi Wan. Hi. How are you? This post is about 'Change'. Just like the title. Change is a huge word. Sheldon Cooper hates it. Change is the reverse of homeostasis but change is needed for us human to adapt in this no mercy, non forgiving, brutal of a world. It's just is. The most easiest yet toughest change of them all is our mindset. Now this post is beginning to sound like a motivational talk but no shit. Changing mindset is the most hardest thing to do. I'm currently in the process of changing my mindset regarding some stuff. I'm trying to change my way of thinking. Usually I'm a cautious person, I like to retain my thoughts to myself. Thus, making me quote unquote kind of introvert. My wife is outgoing. She's a people person. She would just say hi to random people on the street. I'm more towards the quiet type of person. Plug in my earphones and stroll the street.     As you guys know (if you read my bl...

      Hello. What's the craic. I'm at work now. Writing this post. As the title name, this post is about Red Dead Redemption 2. It's not just about RDR2. It's about game. This post is kinda different for what I normally write which are about my past or my feelings or what I want in the future. This post is just about gaming. So let's start typing and you guys start reading.     Past few weeks ago, I played God of War 2018. I achieved 100% achievements on it and the game is amazing. I didn't say was as it still is in my deep suppressed thoughts. It is an amazing game. The combat, the orchestral music, the story. Don't get me started on the story. It's an amazing experience! After I finished God of War, I felt some emptiness of trying to find the next game that I wanted to play. Some people would call it the "Post Witcher 3 Depression" syndrome. It's where gamers are unable to find a game that is up to par with the last game he played. It...

    Past few days, me and my wife watched videos (short films) that me and my friends made when we're in college. It was cringy, funny stuff but the memories of the place. It just burst out. I remember how fun it was during those days. Those easy days. Zero responsibility, other than studying. Seeing my friends' young faces. It was funny. I'm so feckin thin back then. Drugless drug addict thin. We have these two short films named 'Wind', and 'Bentuk' (Shape).       Wind was made because we had an assignment to make a short film while speaking in English for the English Week event held in college. Wind is about a boy(me) who turn a new leaf in college from lazy, playful to a studying book reading pencil pushing bone crushing drug smuggling... No. Just a boy who turn a new leaf and studies and got good results with the help of his friends. Script was written by the 4 of us, Me, Z, Ad & Dan. It was a good craic though. We made a lot of memories though...

    Happy Eid al-Fitr from both of us! Eid al-Fitr is a celebration for Muslims to embrace the end of Fasting Month which is Ramadhan and celebrate them with Forgiveness and humility. As you know, I'm a Malaysian born and proud. So all I can tell you about Eid is based on my Malaysian's point of view. So if you're from somewhere else and you find this to be not what you'll be doing, don't be offended, maybe it's just different on how we're celebrating Eid.     I'm happy to celebrate Eid. Extra happy this year because this year is the first time that I'm celebrating Eid as a husband. I'm grateful and consider myself lucky because my wife, she cooks all the best meals. The traditional chicken rendang, briyani rice, and today she's cooking Lontong(I don't know the English word for Lontong, just look it up). I'm so lucky. She tried all these kind of dishes just to make us have the feeling of Eid.     Both of us are missing Malaysia. Eid i...